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Reading A Perfect Torah

Reading A Perfect Torah

For years I have grappled with the pasuk in this week’s parsha:  וְאֶ֨ת־זָכָ֔ר לֹ֥א תִשְׁכַּ֖ב מִשְׁכְּבֵ֣י אִשָּׁ֑ה תּוֹעֵבָ֖ה הִֽוא׃ Starting around 13 years old, I began to feel immense guilt and shame whenever this pasuk was read aloud in shul, usually by the Rabbi, who also happened to be my father. I thought that Hashem [more]
The Art of Adapting

The Art of Adapting

The world is changing rapidly. And so we, too, must change. Judaism teaches us the concept of tikkun olam: the responsibility to improve a broken world. Buddhism teaches us that human suffering comes from a refusal to accept what currently is. So which is it: do we accept that things just are the way they [more]
Visibility as Healing

Visibility as Healing

Growing up, I often felt invisible. As the fifth of six children, it was easy to fly under the radar as one of the middle children. Although my parents gave us all loving attention, I could be easily tucked away and go unnoticed in my family. To garner individual attention amongst all my siblings, I [more]

Putting the Matza Back Together

On Pesach, before we can begin to tell the story of yetziat mitzrayim, we perform Yahatz by breaking the middle of our three matzot in two. Pesachim 115b-116a outlines the rationale for this practice: lehem oni, or poor man's bread, is always broken. This is either because whole loaves are more expensive, whereas broken loaves can [more]
Sowing a Brighter Future

Sowing a Brighter Future

Last week, I had an opportunity to witness an incredible moment of community at our Orthodox Allies Training in Detroit. Towards the end of our time together, one woman raised her hand to speak. Her voice was full of emotion and she began to tear up as she shared that one of her children had [more]
Reimagining “V’nahafoch Hu”: The Joy of Finding Balance

Reimagining “V’nahafoch Hu”: The Joy of Finding Balance

It’s easy to look at Purim and see a story opposing extremes - either very quiet, with hidden identities and secret meetings, or loud with parades in the streets,  month-long parties, and even a regional war. There’s also the lavish extravagance of the Persian empire, juxtaposed with Mordechai decreeing Jewish people wear rags and fast. [more]